2011年6月9日 星期四

【99-2 第三名】應外二 黃〇敏:Pride and Prejudice

Pride and Prejudice


參賽者:黃〇敏(應外二)
名次:第三名
書名:Pride and Prejudice
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     I admitted that I was deeply affected by the film, Pride and Prejudice(2005). While reading Pride and Prejudice, I almost recalled what had happened in the film, like a golden retriever, tracking my memories to the film, moving my fingers touching through the words to check if they were similar with the film. Whatever, I tried my best to realize what characters talking about.

     Mr. Darcy was “reserved.” He was not only a man of few words but already engaged with Anne de Bourgh after both of them were born. He gave me a mysterious impression at first. He didn’t defend himself for rumors (pride, ill personality, selfish etc) surrounding him. That’s impossible for me to bear any rumor in silence. I will catch out the rumormonger and make him feel awfully sorry to do this stupid thing in his life! Well, just kidding. I’m too coward to defeat rumors and I don’t know what to do to stop rumors. Perhaps, I’m a little bit like Mr. Darcy. Both of us are not good at express ourselves. Maybe we should do what Lady Catherine said, “Practice more!” Anyway, after finishing reading Pride and Prejudice, I think Mr. Darcy was a motivated man. He always made decisions quickly and never regretted what he had done. He was a responsible man.

     Elizabeth Bennet (Lizzy), symbolizing prejudice in the novel, was an independent and strong-minded woman. She believed what she saw and heard on Mr. Darcy so that she always mocked Mr. Darcy when they had a conversation. When Elizabeth Bennet read the long letter from Mr. Darcy, she regarded the letter as a lie at the beginning. However, she pressed herself to read it again and again and again (In the movie, she only read one time). At last, she believed what Darcy wrote and felt terribly ashamed to her abominable behavior to Mr. Darcy. As far as I’m concerned, Elizabeth made story interesting when she interacted to anyone. Her words always bring me plenty of joys. Her iron-willed mind, which might not be encouraged in her era, made her bear the most “tolerable” business, especially Lady Catherine’s insult. Therefore, I consider her the most gorgeous woman in the history.

     George Wickham, the most nauseating but much handsome man in the book, always grumbled what Mr. Darcy had done to him. I don’t like him at the beginning, not just because I already knew what his true personalities were but because, his complaint like flood, nearly drowns me. I’ve never met a character complaining too frequently before reading Pride and Prejudice! Mr. Wickham is pretty “tolerable!” By the way, I didn’t oppose to Charlotte Lucas’s decision to marry Mr. Collin at all, since she lived under an unimaginable stress in that era.

    To sum up, Pride and Prejudice was an interesting and romantic novel to read. I will read it again and again and again like Lizzy reading the letter written by Mr. Darcy, though it’s too difficult for me to understand the sarcasm in the conversation. Oh yeah, besides, marriage to a rich, single man is still a hot topic nowadays. As the information I learn from news, the age of men since too older then before!

【99-2 第二名】會計一A 劉〇堯:The Five People You Meet in Heaven

The Five People You Meet in Heaven


參賽者:劉〇堯(會計一A)
名次:第二名
書名:The Five People You Meet in Heaven
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     This book Mitch Albom wrote was dedicated to his uncle. Because his uncle thought that he was unimportant as lots of people think during their lives. He wanted his uncle to realize how much he was cared and loved.

     The story began with a maintenance who worked in an amusement park called “Ruby Pier”. He started working there since he was young. Though he didn’t like the job, he got no choice but to do it due to the economic purpose. Ironically, the place he worked at was where he died. Eddie lost his life when he was trying to save a little girl’s life.

     Eddie then went to another world called “Heaven”. He started to meet people who once had connection with his life. Eddie talked to them, and learned lessons from them.

     The first person that Eddie met was “The blue man”. The story between them tells us that even between two strangers can have big influence existed. It is necessary to be nice with people around us, because we’ll never know that perhaps one day they will have quite effect on us. People we do not know may be unfriendly toward us, but we should bear in mind that people live in the world are like a family.

     In Eddie’s second stop, he saw his old captain, who always said “No man gets left behind”. Like every commanders during World War, he regarded his soldiers as his own brothers and friends. He saved Eddie’s life, and soon died due to explosion of land mine. The captain showed the spirit of sacrifice, he felt that it was his duty to keep his soldiers safe, even to lose his own life. The spirit is a good goal for us to reach. People nowadays lack of the thought to sacrifice for one another. They must know that even just a little toleration can make our society much better.

     The next people Eddie talked to was Ruby. The amusement park Eddie worked in was named after her. She is the person who knew the final living moment of Eddie’s father. Eddie’s father stop talking to him since Eddie was young, they even had a quarrel. He never knew why he should work in the playground instead of purchasing his dream. The only thing he knew was that his father forced him to do it, and also he didn’t have choice because he got to maintain the balance of his family. Ruby told him the importance of forgiveness, to forgive his father and what he said or did to him. I think in this world, no one has responsibility to be nice to us. Only family members take care of each other. We get to love our family, because there is only a time for a lifelong, we can have them as family.

     The fourth person was who Eddie loved during his life time, Marguerite. The stories of them tell us to capture every chance we have to be accompanied with our love ones. We never know what will happen to us in anytime. Always keep in good mood, have more toleration to them, and try not to lose temper easily. This way, we won’t lose chance to be with them.

     Last person Eddie saw was Tala, a girl Eddie and fellow captives accidentally killed. Thought the girl was killed by their fire, she told to Eddie that how his life was important to others. It reminds us that every person born to this world has his or her own reason. Everyone must have his specialty. It also tells us that people who want to commit suicide must not understand this simple fact. Maybe somebody’s death won’t change the world, but it gets a huge effect on his or her friends and family.

     The book used some interesting stories to teach us with different aspects. It gives me a fresh idea of way to think of everything happens around me in daily life. The stories left strong impression in my mind, and the lessons behind them had change the way of my view of life.

【99-2 第一名】應外三 柳〇成:Reflection on The Grass Is Singing

Reflection on The Grass Is Singing


參賽者:柳〇成(應外三)
名次:第一名
書名:The Grass Is Singing
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     Making debut in 1950, The Grass Is Singing, one of the chefs d’oevre composed by a British female novelist Doris Lessing, presents a milieu interwoven by a white women’s struggles between her “white sexuality” and her ambiguous affection to the “black power.” Set in a British colony Rhodesia in 1940s, the novel chronicles Mary Turner the British woman’s repressive affection and her marriage with her husband Dick Turner, a white farmer who is in struggles for the greatest profits. Even though Mary remains in a marital relationship with his white husband Dick Turner, the economic difficulty and aloofness in their conjugal relationship conversely cause Mary’s physical encounter with the black houseboy Moses, the transgression of the normal relation between the white and the black, and the generation of the tragic decease of Mary herself. The contrasts between the helplessness of a white wife’s normal marriage with an impoverished white husband and the contravention of the subordination of the white and the black are thus presented with the writer’s indicting narrative.

     Recounted intersectionally in the third person omniscient narrative and slightly limited perspective, the novel begins from an article in the newspaper which documents the murder of Mary Turner, the wife of Dick Turner. It is reported that the houseboy, who has no name in the article, “has confessed to the crime.” and his motive “is thought… [to be] in search of valuables” (P.9). As the short report demonstrates its description of the event of murder, we readers are instantaneously aware that the names in the report respectively have distinctive significance. The white’s names are explicitly written as “Mary Turner, wife of Richard Turner [or Dick Turner],” in the first line in the report. (P.9). Mary is the victim and the name of hers is indisputably placed at the beginning. However, the word of elucidating her relationship with Dick on the other hand insinuates the subordinate or hierarchal chains that make bonds between a man as a husband and a woman as a wife. Yet, compared to the two whites, the black houseboy appears merely as a “houseboy” in the report. However the murder develops, the houseboy, particularly the black “one”, are customarily silenced so that the black have no opportunities to defend himself from the defamation; what’s worse, the name of the black laborer Moses is effaced from the report. The defacement of name signifies the permanent evaporation from the memory. As the readers endeavor to clarify the wherefores of the events, the houseboy would be interpreted as an object that once existed but not now exists unlike the two whites with their names existing all the time.

     After the report on the event of the murder, the novel makes a flashback from the childhood of the mistress through her youth and young womanhood to her decease. Mary spends almost all her childhood in an unhappy family and is kept in bonds with a controlling force of her family. Dick Turner and she would be a mismatched couple as she gets married with the man for avoiding herself from the societal pressure of the gossip about her spinsterhood and she is actually not well-prepared for this marriage. To Mary, her life is almost under the control of society and ontologically because she is female, she does not exist, not to say her desire or her will. However, as she is compared to the black servant who is deemed inferior to her, now she’s aware that the black is actually in no need of their basic desires, peculiarly the desire to “eat” as the novel describes, “She [Mary Turner] had forgotten completely about his need to eat; in fact she had never thought of natives as needing to eat at all.” (P.26). This way of treatment illuminates the human’s reaction or hierarchal consciousness as a fundament to construct the society and also elucidates the learning of means to control the subordinates. The male-constructed or androcentric society objectifies the females to satisfy their own needs; thus females are habitually ignored or silenced; nevertheless, as females are aware of their superiority to the others, the so-called “others” are simultaneously ignored and silenced and the females still utilize the males’ means of ruling to control the inferior “black” . But compared the black to the white males and white females, they are actually the victims of the double oppression—one from the male colonizer like the master Dick Turner, and the other from the mistress Mary Turner. This conceptualization of class consciousness and gender consciousness then sculpts a pyramid-like relationship to stabilize the development of the colony under colonization and besides it becomes the axis of the development of the three’s relationship in this novel.

     Although the white male and the white female allies themselves with each other as a force to oppress the black in the beginning of the novel, the female force would reversely and subsequently keeps alliance with the black once the white male disbalances the relationship with the woman with one of his inferiority in society. White though Dick Turner is in African colony, he is in fact in impecuniousness unlike the other white wealthy colonizers in the African continent.


           “I want to have a child,” she [Mary Turner] said one day.
     Now for years Dick had wanted children, but he had always felt that she had
     always felt they were too poor. Mary had never encouraged his wish for a family.
     “But the money, Mary. We haven’t got the money. School bills, books,
     train fares, clothes…we just can’t afford it at the moment.” (P.39-P.40)

     As Mary mentions her basic wish for having a child in a conjugal relationship, the husband’s circumstances are not qualified to fulfill her wish. Economy is accentuated to be in coexistence with the marriage. To Mary, she manages the farm merely on the basis for the making of money. She yearns for money to have herself away from the laborious management of the farm and the tedious supervision on the black servants. She extremely hopes that she herself could have a normal living as a white wife of a white husband and that they would have a child. Nonetheless, as Dick shows that he has no ideal economic basis, her desire for being a mother is seemingly restrained; thus she feels more sympathy for the black houseboy Moses who is also under the repression. And she also sees herself through the body of Moses, particularly when she has a physical contact with the black houseboy. The transgression of a conventional norm is seen as subversion to the bonds of a male as an oppressor and a female as an oppressed. The female character Mary Turner’s repressed will and desire is ultimately discharged to escape from the inherent dualistic relationship between women and men; however, the female character at the same time impels herself to be in guilt of the denormalize the relationship between a white mistress and a black servant, a guilt forming the conflict in her mind and then driving her into insanity.

     Subsequently and eventually, the psychosis which Mary Turner possesses from the transgression also brings Mary herself to death. After the mistress Mary becomes increasingly insane, she is actually in disconnection with the farm; what’s more, the denouncement of the ownership of the farm and Mary’s decision to have a vacation with her husband in cause of the convalescence from sickness would assure the black that the farm is going to be closed. Knowing the termination of the management of the farm, Moses himself soon feels that the master relationship with Mary would develop into disillusion. In the white society, the black is intrinsically conditioned to believe that he’s inferior to the white; but Moses the black whose status is distinct and is elevated with the transgression of the white mistress believes that Mary Turner has bestowed the position as a master on him. However, with the mainstream in white society which asserts the decorous norm between the black and the white, his elevation in status on the other hand seems to be self-deceived and unrealistic. Under the circumstances, he determined to choose the relationship with Mary. Therefore, he slays her so that he has the opportunity to receive the death penalty from the white. And the death of the two would be regarded as an equal treatment not the treatment of a slave and a master; identically, the death would be an eternal reservation of the relationship as the relationship becomes “dead.”

     The novel is pertinent to gender, race, and class. It is constructed by plenty of subordinate relationship and subversion of the conventionalized relationship. Even though the novel is interlaced with too much helplessness and too many miserable struggles, it unquestionably presents the universal and transpatial phenomena in society. Although some contend that “all men are created equal”, the mankind reversely creates inequality injustice and unfairness in forms of laws, ideologies, and cultures and conforms to the convention such as the belief in dualistic and subordinate relationship in man-woman, master-slave, and white-black relationship. To the androcentric society, social-class society and white-centric society, the operation of society essentially relies on the oppression to the “others” such as females, laborers and black. “Wherever there is oppression, there is resistance.” Mary and Moses, even though initially complying to the conventional relationship, both then challenge and resist the trite conception of the binary relation in which they are both the subordinates, but at the same moment their destiny is doomed to sacrifice as they contrast the mainstream and are unwilling to comply with the norm that has already existed. Mary Turner makes the transgression in a conjugal relationship and releases her repressive desire for an ideal affection. Moses, as a conditioned inferior, on the other hand, shows his desire to be elevated in a lower status to a higher status. Doris Lessing depicted a real phenomenon in humanity and accused the society built with class and subordination. Through the words and narration, she brought out an issue on the social struggles of the bipolar individuals as well as the dignity, the basic element in humanity.