2010年6月16日 星期三

【98-1 第一回 佳作】應外三 曾佳彥:Never Let Me Go

Never Let Me Go


參賽者:曾佳彥(應外三)
名次:佳作
書名:Never Let Me Go
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     In what ways do we identify ourselves? In what ways are we different from the others? In the novel Never Let Me Go, the leading character, Kathy, says at the end that Hailsham is “something no one can take away.” It’s important for her to seek out donors who are “from the past,” “people from Hailsham.” It was because Hailsham stood for her precious childhood. She grew up with her two best friends, Ruth, and Tommy, at Hailsham. Even though she had left there for years, her memories of Hailsham never went away. For them cloned humans, they shared the same fate—becoming donors at last to end up their lives. It’s what all of them had to face. There’s no special treatment to anyone. Under this circumstance, Kathy had to find a way to identify herself, to know who she was, and to know what she owned but the others didn’t. Hailsham was where she was brought up. Hailsham made her special. The time in Hailsham was the most unforgettable to her. Hailsham represented her personality, her dignity, and her life. And it’s something no one can take away from her.

     In my opinion, Never Let Me Go is, indeed, a novel of tragedy. The cloned humans were reproduced to save the “normal” humans’ lives. They couldn’t have their freedom of living longer. They couldn’t make a choice on what they wanted to become except a carer or a donor. They were humans, but they weren’t like us. They didn’t have human rights. They were more close to animals. We took what organs we needed from their bodies, almost like we did on animals. One day we develop a more advanced and scientific world, we won’t need them. They won’t mean anything to us. They’ll be like rubbish in this world. I was touched by what Madame had said in Chapter Twenty-Two, “And I saw a little girl, her eyes tightly closed, holding to her breast the old kind world, one that she knew in her heart could not remain, and she was holding it and pleading, never to let her go.” It’s a tragedy because we deprive them of their freedom, their human rights, their value, and finally, their lives.

     After finishing reading the novel, I found that the final paragraph of the last chapter had impressed me most. Kathy imagined Tommy appearing here in “the spot where everything I’d ever lost since my childhood had washed up.” In this phase of her life, she was alone because Tommy and Ruth had both gone. Reasonably she should feel depressed and hopeless, while she had foreseen it. She had been preparing for becoming a donor without Tommy and Ruth by her side. She wasn’t surprised by the situation. She couldn’t deny her destiny, and she didn’t want to, either. She had made up her mind to face it alone. We can call it her “courage,” but we also have to recognize the truth that she had no choice. Was it really her courage, or she was forced to face the destiny? I think the answer belongs to the latter.

【98-2 第一回 優等】企管系四A 李自軒:My Thoughts of “Jane Eyre”

My Thoughts of “Jane Eyre”


參賽者:李自軒(企管系四A)
名次:優等
書名:Jane Eyre
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     After reading ‘Jane Eyre’, a beautiful novel written by Charlotte Bronte, I have found that the novel not only shows a girl’s mind through the heroin- Jane, but also expresses how the author views the world. In the story, it can be observed easily that Jane’s wisdom and bravery didn’t waver because of being a governess or her poverty; instead, these only strengthen that her faith of love should be based on mutual trust between each other.
Next, let’s see what ‘Jane Eyre’ talks about:

     Having lost her parents, Jane was adopted by Mrs. Reed when she was very young. Though Mrs. Reed had been told to take care of Jane; however, Jane was not treated well. One day, in a fierce quarrel with her cousins; she hit him powerfully so that she was locked in the red house by Mrs. Reed. Owing to her overwhelming fear, she just fainted. This was a crucial event during her growth—a scar in her mind but potential for her to strive for self-esteem in the future.
In Lowood, an orphanage, Jane was not treated well, either. Mr. Brocklehurst, the administrator of Lowood, always spared no efforts to find out ways to abuse the orphans there mentally and physically, and Jane was no exception. During the years in Lowood, Jane met her best friend Helen and Miss Temple, the only teacher that was nice to Jane. Unfortunately, the typhoid widely spread in Lowood and therefore caused quite a few students to die, including Helen. This event forced the authority to improve the sanitation of Lowood. After graduating from Lowood, Jane continued staying in Lowood and taught in Lowood for two years. And then she was hired by Mrs. Fairfax in Thornfield.

     Jane met Mr. Rochester, the hero of this novel when she was taking a walk. At that time, Mr. Rochester fell off from his horse, and Jane helped him out. This was their first meeting.
Jane found that her employer, Mr. Rochester, was a strange man. He was sometimes sincere but sometimes cold. He praised Jane for teaching Adele well and told her that Adele was born by a French dancer. However, she cheated Rochester and abandoned Adele. Jane thought the reason why Rochester was melancholy was not simply because of that.
One night, Jane was waken up by a weird laughter, and then found that Rochester’s room was burning. Though Rochester was not hurt, he asked Jane to keep this secret. The only thing she knew was that there was a woman who lived on the third floor, and Jane doubted that it was the woman that set the fire.

     In my opinion, the climax of the novel is in volume 2 chapter 4. Rochester was disguised in a gipsy sybil and did fortune-telling for the guests in Thornfield. Jane was the last one who went into the room and she identified Rochester at last. The reason why Rochester did so was because he wanted to know how Jane viewed him and her emotion to him. This chapter was dramatically important because this was the first time they spoke their mind mutually.
    Soon, Jane was informed that Mrs. Reed was dying, wanting to see Jane before she died. Mrs. Reed told Jane the truth that she was qualified to succeed to a great amount of money; however, she could not get the money because of her lie. Getting back to Thornfield, Jane told Rochester what happened, and they planned to get married soon. However, Bertha, who had been locked in the garret of Rochester’s house in Thornfield, was Rochester’s legal wife, and therefore she became the biggest obstacle between Jane and Rochester. On the day of their wedding ceremony, Rochester was accused of being married ‘twice’ for he had married to Bertha, and their wedding became invalid. It seemed that Jane came to the turning point in her life again, and I think this is another climax of the story.

     After leaving Thornfield, Jane met St John, who saved her life in the wild. After days of interactions, they found they were relatives, and Jane was in succession to a great amount of money, which was from her uncle. At that time, St. John was going to do a missionary work, wanting to make Jane his wife. However, it was not because he loved her, but because he admired her. One night, while St John was waiting for Jane’s decision, Jane heard Rochester was calling her desperately. Thus, Jane decided to come back to Thornfield.

     When she arrived in Thornfield, all she saw was the debris of the house. The neighbor told her that it was Bertha that burned the house. Rochester’s eyes were damaged in saving Bertha, and then became blind. Jane looked for him at once, expressed her emotion to him, and married him soon. Though it would be a little bit strange for Jane to hear Rochester miles away, we can still regard it as the sixth sense between their minds.

     My opinions:
   
     Charlotte Bronte shaped Jane as a pale and short girl, with plain appearance. Compared with heroines in other novels, Jane was not relatively beautiful. Despite the fact that her appearance was not outstanding, Charlotte gave Jane the following characteristics: brave, wise, independent. Moreover, with outstanding temperament and rich emotions, she could still stand for her faith and morality when facing Rochester. They sought to match spiritually. Indeed, so lively and dramatic is the story that the readers might not be fully conscious of all the thematic strands that weave through this work.

     Just like Cinderella, Jane was born in a poor family and not treated equally. Both Jane and Cinderella strove for their lives. During the process, they encountered their ‘heroes,’ reached the climax in their lives and then downturns. But fortunately, both of them could have the ideal outcome eventually. In addition, in these two stories, the people’s characteristics were depicted vividly, especially ‘the competition among the women’. Blanche Ingram, one of the guests invited by Rochester, was as beautiful as an angel. However, she was stuck-up, regarding Jane as ‘nothing’. What the guests focused on was the material comforts. In contrast, Jane pursued the spiritual life. Like Ingram, Jane also loved Rochester, but the way they used to draw Rochester’ attention was totally different. Coincidently, in order to catch the prince’s heart, Cinderella’s sisters tried ways to show how good they were so that they could defeat the other competitors. When Cinderella showed up at the party, she was suddenly highlighted, and her sisters could do nothing but only stood there watching Cinderella and the prince dancing.

     The difference between ‘Jane Eyre’ and ‘Cinderella’ was the atmosphere. Through Charlotte’s portrait, Thornfield was far away from downtown, and the critical events, such as the leading characters’ first meeting and the fire all happened at night time, thus the gloomy feeling was built. On the other hand, the castle, where the aristocrats lived, was full of the lively atmosphere. Parties were held daily, and aristocrats need not to worry about their daily lives. There was always a contrast between poor and rich, day and night.

     Last but not least, ‘Jane Eyre’ was a classical feminine literature. In this story, through the character, Jane, Charlotte said the following words:

Women are supposed to be very calm generally: but women feel just as men feel; the need exercise for their faculties, and a field for their efforts as much as their brothers do; they suffer from too rigid a restraint, too absolute a stagnation, precisely as men would suffer……(subtracted from volume one, chapter 12)

     Charlotte thought that women were treated unfairly in the society. From the sentences above, it can be observed easily that Charlotte was femininely conscious. She spoke for women by this book. With time passing by, this was accepted gradually by people throughout the world, and ‘Jane Eyre’ became thus the book that the feminist researchers must read.

     Now, ‘Jane Eyre’ is one of the top 10 world classics. From the time ‘Jane Eyre’ was completed, it has been existed more than 150 years and is still popular now.  As an ordinary priest’s daughter, Jane, I think, would never have thought of this. Like ‘Pride and Prejudice,’ ‘Jane Eyre’ was definitely a successful masterpiece for ever.

【98-2第一回 特優】金融五 蔡怡然:Eat, Pray, Love

Eat, Pray, Love


參賽者:蔡怡然(金融五)
名次:特優
書名:Eat, Pray, Love
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     “Eat, Pray, Love” is one of the New York Times Bestsellers I picked up couples months ago and couldn’t help but have to finish once I had begun. It tells a story about a woman, Elizabeth Gilbert, who not only did well in her career but also was assumed to be a perfect wife in her marriage. Just until her and her husband was ready to get pregnant, she realized all of this perfectness doesn’t fit her so well. She then filed for divorce and left their luxurious house in the suburb of the New York City, and decided to go on a trip to Italy, India and Indonesia for a year.

     The title “pray” might sounds like one of those religious books that put God all across the book, but it was until Elizabeth suffered from her severe stress and woe that she started to question herself and ask for God. During the entire book, the God also acts as the answers she’s been asking herself. Unfortunately, even after divorce, new romance, and learning a new language, she still had a hard time to reel herself from the depression. It seems like she was losing the appetite for life and in need of a retreat to recover from spiritual crisis, so she asked for a year’s leave from her job and went on a solo journey as a self-discovery.

     It was a year-long journey of self-searching which captivates me so well since I found it is just like every time when getting confused or depressed, I know I need to go somewhere alone, taste something new, and pull myself back together then maybe I can regain the composure and find a doorway to restart. Elizabeth’s journey, however, is not all about self-indulgence (maybe a little bit of spectacular food and luxury in Italy), and her reasons of being in these countries state quite clearly in the below from the book:

      "I wanted to explore one aspect of myself set against the backdrop of each country, in a place that has traditionally done that one thing very well," she writes. "I wanted to explore the art of pleasure in Italy, the art of devotion in India and, in Indonesia, the art of balancing the two."

     It’s never easy to leave old stuff behind and lead a life in a new city in another country even just for few months. Elizabeth found herself immersing in such exotic and incurably romantic country during the day; meanwhile, licking the past old wounds at night. She was there in Italy to experience pure pleasure, yet she found it hard to just let loose and enjoy “the beauty of doing nothing”, which she refers it to American culture where everyone is working so hard during the week that they accumulate those desires of seeking joy until the weekend. Eventually, those desires can’t be satisfied with just sitting at the backyard or enjoying the sunset at beach; instead, they can only be unleashed by much more intense amusement.

     “Americans have an inability to relax into sheer pleasure. Ours is an entertainment-seeking nation, but not necessarily a pleasure-seeking one. Americans spend billions to keep themselves amused with everything from porn to theme park to wars, but that’s not exactly the thing as quite enjoyment…….Americans don’t really know how to do nothing. This is the cause of that great sad American stereotypethe over-stressed executive who goes on vacation, but cannot relax.”

     Interestingly, I found this kind of inability to purely relax also applies to our Chinese culture here. In a sense, the work-hard-for-the-future spirit may all be inherent in us Chinese people thus we’d lost the ability of living in the moment for a long while.

     If Italy is the place for Elizabeth to regain her passion, India and Bali are the places to find the balance between the passion and her past, which eventually led to her peace. It was also in India that she finally worked out to settle the memory of her ex-husband in a way of meditating. Maybe for things like this, they’ll keep happening in our lives, and even though forgiveness may never come from the others side or a terminated relationship still remains unsolved, we owe it to ourselves to take actions, move forward, and earn the happiness back.

     To conclude, it is a universal story that we all have been there in terms of emotional trauma. At its best, the book shows a way of how she deals with it, and how she finally transformed and then let it go. As I’m trying to learn from the author’s experiences, I found the recovering process may not be easy and the situation cannot be applied for all of us, which means we can’t just do the same things in the book when getting hurt. What we can do is keeping exploring ourselves and find out what we always want to do and what’s there stopping us from doing it. Like the author put in the book, “Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it.”